My friend told me to write a post named ' Fresh start' , so I could explain my previous post titled 'last post'.

But you know how people are.. I'm not ready for a fresh start..

I think I need help but I can't accept any cause it somehow feels wrong. I've always pitied sad people, and I don't want to drown in self pity right now.

I cannot keep myself from writing, cause this is like a release for me, where I can dump my thoughts, and offload my mind ,so it wouldn't threaten the life out of me . I don't know why I thought I should stop writing. No guy is worth that. 

I'm sorry I went back on my word. But I'm happy I did cause 

I'm like that.