I don't know if we all do this. But the worst thing about me is that I try to change the things I cannot control. And I don't accept the things even if it's right in front of me, screaming.

Instead I try to change it. I strive for that which I cannot get . And I get hurt again for the same fucking thing.

 

I'm the only one that can help me. If I can't get this inside that thick skull of mine. I'm not going anywhere.