People always leave.

I haven't written a new year post yet. Cause I wanted it to be a happy one. Something that screams out that this is my year.

I don't know if it's just me .But people always seem to leave. Right now , I'm judging myself, cause I don't know what it is I am doing which is making people leave . I'll really need criticism here, maybe I won't be able to handle it, but everyone deserves the truth. Period.

I'm the only story I've heard where people just get up and leave at times when you don't have a clue . When you least expect it. When you're finally getting comfortable.  Why though. Is it the people I chose or is it really me. Is it cause I take a little more time to let people in. Is it cause I find it scary to let people know that behind the mask of weird jokes and efforts to try to fit in; is no one special. Just another vulnerable human. Just like you.