Mood swings suck. We push away the people who love us for reasons we can't fathom. We complicate our lives. Mine so much to the point I want to run away and start afresh. I don't know how a girl who used to be so chill with everything would turn out to be this sensitive and clingy. My desire to be independent is stronger than ever yet I want company in everything I do. The lack of talent in expressing what I feel makes me lose the people I wanna keep.
I don't want a lover. As much as how it would be nice to have someone to go on dates with, hold hands with, cuddle with and even plan a future with.. Love is scary.
I want a best friend. Someone who I can laugh with. Share my insecurities with. Not be bothered about how dead I might look, or how stunning. Someone I can trust and share everything with. Someone who is the same level of crazy. And someone who in the end, I'll fall head over heels in love with.
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