In between cutting an old suture
I remember how long your fingers were
How they would grip a pencil
And how I wonder nobody else can hold it like that
While in a cab and I see a flower shop
I'd remember how you painted three flowers
On a canvas , and I'd wonder how three entirely different species fit into a plant yet they looked somehow at home , at peace.
While I'm climbing stairs out of breath
Out of nowhere
I remember us in a train ,
Sharing a seat because you gave up your booked seat to someone else.
How once you played Spiderman
To my Mary Jane
And then I wonder what are you upto these days
Do you still sing like you used to
Do you still play yiruma whenever you’re blue
Do you Jay walk everywhere you go
I hope you’re happier now though .
I hope you marry your girlfriend and I hope you get to sleep whenever you want to.
And I hope we don’t see again because I don’t know how to forgive you
but I admire you the same.
