prioritities

Focus on yourself baby.

Because at the end of the day , only you care for yourself. 

Do you want to get sidetracked on the lines of

Am I really good enough. 

Or do you want to live a relatively stress free life .

I can't relate.

But I'll strive for excellence 

Even when it's not perfection.

I should sleep now so I won't have to be extra confused tomorrow. Pulled the blanket over my head,still not blinding the light in interns room.

I counted sheep. Around 10 of them and all I could think of was how life is so full of missed opportunities,  how in a world of seven billion people, you cannot deny how strongly we get attached to some. How I thought I can stare at people and they'll fall in love with me . How the alchemist told the universe will conspire to get us what we want. Yet somehow I feel I'll never get the things or people I want, ..need, the most . How cosmic energies would collide and you are fated to meet some people . And you'll just want them. But the cosmos didn't collide so much as to get you what you truly desire.

Stop thinking so much. I squeezed my eyes closed. Somewhere near my ear a mosquito buzzed.

Everything dissolved into a shadow of blue scrubs and pretty eyebrows.