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It seems like a second ago.

 Cold mess is playing in the background and we are sort of wrapped around each other . I'm brushing my fingers over his head, catching hold of a few hairs now and then. He has his hands around me ,head buried in my chest. 

This is eerily comfortable for me.

The air is so still , like it's watching, almost. A light breeze brushes through us once in a while and I look at the view. 

I can almost imagine I can see the sea from up here. Cars and trucks had beautiful pinpoint lights ,and I was glad the noise didn't carry. The pinpoint lights made little moving pinpoint reflections in the lake below. 

I could be in a dream right now.

Do you know what the most absolute truth about love is ?

It's timing.

Maybe you wanted someone all your life, maybe you thought that they are your one true love and if you get them to love you like how you love them , it doesn't matter if you drop down dead . Then and there.

And then if by any tough luck ,they do confess that they are now magically in love with you too. It's too late. You're unapologetically over him epochs ago. 

And there are beautiful people in your story now, whom you would resurrect from drop dead for.

Nothing ever happens the way we planned it and we are everything what's wrong with the universe . We're the fucking glitch. Our plans don't matter , cause love made plans. 

So don't hold back.You regret the things you don't try.

 Cause Love, doesn't arrive at the wrong time. We do . And love would leave too, when we least expect it.

Everything in life is essentially timing.