I have a headache.

And I just woke up.

I'm going through a difficult phase, I tell myself.

I need to find myself so I can be normal again.

So I can come back to the routine I had.

Maybe if I've taken better care of myself, I won't be feeling this pain, I won't be falling sick cause I would be fit, I tell myself this.

But then why are we so flawed, If we don't look after ourselves, groom overselves ,it's game over. Why is that so.

See that's because we are machines which need to be oiled. I tell myself.

And I am still doubtful. 

You're not the only person in my head.

I believe even though how vain it might sound,

That I was born for greatness.

And that's why things keep happening.

Those minor inconveniences and not so minor insecurities.

And I hope what I believe is true.

That all of this is for that greater good.

Like Heraclitus said,

No man ever steps in the same river twice,

For it's not the same river and

 he's not the same man.