the illusion of love

Suddenly, out of the blue .

I've so many things to say.

My heart swells up with so much happiness that I doubt if I were ever this happy.

I cannot recall another time where something made me like this, like I'm living that miniscule happiness where I get down from the school bus and run home,and  I'm  here melting into those soft brown eyes.

I am living a right now where I can romanticize a cup of coffee.

Everything's wonderful, it's like getting a new pair of glasses and watching a whole new world unravel before you. 

And I want to stop and record this feeling of mine, cause if it were upto me,

 I'd make this stay

And love love for what love is worth.

If this doesn't work out,

I won't be able to believe in love anymore.

I know all love is fleeting,

Atleast I'm told.

But why do we beg for love to stay.

This feeling, 

Why do I want it the same

Like Christmas inside a snowglobe.

The happy picture.

The ever after.

Why does this sound sad 

When I know I want to live and die inside it.