It's crazy how much happens and how much you forget and then,

You remember . 

You know how when something goes missing in our house, we organise everything and throw out trash and we finally find that something when the whole house is cleaned. That's life . You need to declutter and throw away the useless stuff , so that you can truly appreciate what you have. You can bring clarity to your otherwise smug life.

Insomaniac

I keep myself busy throughout the day 

With the things I want to care more about.

And there's this voice inside my head telling me I'm really tired.

But I lose it when I hit the bed.

I can't sleep anymore.

Why do you have to haunt me.

Even in my sleep.

Why do I have only you to blame cause I can't sleep.

Is that really fair .

Cause you don't know this .

That I'm so filled with shit ,

That I need help to unload.

But I'll get back up ,

I'll work till my brains fall asleep.

And I'll not let it think of you.

I'll bury you with exhaustion.

And one day I wouldn't remember you,

But my exhaustion would've finally paid off.

And I'll sleep like a baby.

I'm the most neediest person I've ever met. Get a grip Evelyn, Margo , whoever the hell you pretend to be.